Dear Diary, im so …

TOTALLY AWSOME!! (yeah you could probably see that comin a mile away huh its true tho right! sheah!)

So another diary entry with no pics.. im suck i know i know but ive been so flippn busy. I feel like i get about an hour to myself every night after work, and i usually spend that hour in the bath reading
things are geting better at work.. more evening out i guess rather then better. Nothing is changing as much but im starting to care a little bit less. Im not coming in stupidly early anymore which helps that alot i think. Also im taking my full breaks which helps me de-stress alot. I just wish i could help my mates out more with their stress levels… i guess i can only really just be there for em if they need to rage out and i do!
We just need more staff… wah!

I havent had any time to do any art or.. much really its homo! I realllly want to do more illustration.
Im going to be more strict on myself tho, once my training is finished (3 weeks left) then i will set myself 1 night a week where i put myself away in my artroom and do stuff. doesnt matter if i finish anything, just hvaing the time there to fuck about with ideas or brainstorm even sounds pretty great Also speaking of only 3 weeks left, my training ends in 3 weeks and i cant believe how quick its going! I actually really enjoy it funnily enough, and dare i say it, im proud of myself! I did it pretty dam tough, some days i didnt eat anything at all.. or id just have lunch and nothing else (dont feel too bad for me kids i was on special tablets making it safe to do so). The crazy diet is over now and i have started my “rest of my life” diet now which is pretty exciting! Ive learned SO many really smart ways to battle my weight and its working. It feels really great and for the first time.. i think ever, or atleast since i was pretty young, im looking at myself differently, positivly The boob job really helped, no pain from the girls has been the best thing ever, the surgery was honastly the best thing ive ever done in my life. But yeah, if my after shots look ok, ill post the before and afters up here, and if people have any questions please leave a comment and ill try and answer.

but yeahhhhhhhhhh thats it from me for now.
miss you kat! love you to pieces!!!

-sahs <3