Dear Diary, im so …

TOTALLY AWSOME!! (yeah you could probably see that comin a mile away huh its true tho right! sheah!)

So another diary entry with no pics.. im suck i know i know but ive been so flippn busy. I feel like i get about an hour to myself every night after work, and i usually spend that hour in the bath reading
things are geting better at work.. more evening out i guess rather then better. Nothing is changing as much but im starting to care a little bit less. Im not coming in stupidly early anymore which helps that alot i think. Also im taking my full breaks which helps me de-stress alot. I just wish i could help my mates out more with their stress levels… i guess i can only really just be there for em if they need to rage out and i do!
We just need more staff… wah!

I havent had any time to do any art or.. much really its homo! I realllly want to do more illustration.
Im going to be more strict on myself tho, once my training is finished (3 weeks left) then i will set myself 1 night a week where i put myself away in my artroom and do stuff. doesnt matter if i finish anything, just hvaing the time there to fuck about with ideas or brainstorm even sounds pretty great Also speaking of only 3 weeks left, my training ends in 3 weeks and i cant believe how quick its going! I actually really enjoy it funnily enough, and dare i say it, im proud of myself! I did it pretty dam tough, some days i didnt eat anything at all.. or id just have lunch and nothing else (dont feel too bad for me kids i was on special tablets making it safe to do so). The crazy diet is over now and i have started my “rest of my life” diet now which is pretty exciting! Ive learned SO many really smart ways to battle my weight and its working. It feels really great and for the first time.. i think ever, or atleast since i was pretty young, im looking at myself differently, positivly The boob job really helped, no pain from the girls has been the best thing ever, the surgery was honastly the best thing ive ever done in my life. But yeah, if my after shots look ok, ill post the before and afters up here, and if people have any questions please leave a comment and ill try and answer.

but yeahhhhhhhhhh thats it from me for now.
miss you kat! love you to pieces!!!

-sahs <3

Just a lil bupdate!

Hellow fellow weenies!

I got a spare hour or so before I have to start geting ready for Gennahs berfday party, so i thought id write  lil journal update on stuff to let you all know whas goin on in my life.
On a side note im totally thinking about wearing my contact lenses to gennahs… i relly need another excuse to wear those babies!

anways, hows things with me… sorta interesting at the moment i guess. Not good.. but not bad either
we have moved into the new place now, everything is everywhere but its slowly starting to take shape. We have the loungeroom setup pretty much as we want it, and thats pretty much the main room we are in 90% of the time so we are happy for the moment

Works a lil faggy right now, just cause so much is happening… and has happened… that i still havent caught up mentally with what I have lost and what needs doing.
As yall know i got promoted a lil while ago which was amazing cause it happened at the same time as a bud of mine got his… so we got these new rolls and we got to work together and man it was flippn rad. I was really enjoying the extra work and responsibility cause i felt like i was making a difference, looking after the designers and generally making peeps happy. Then all this other shit happened (wont go into details) and i got replaced with another new designer (he used to work for us as a senior and then left to start his own company… he was actually the dude who hired me). I was cool with this cause hes an awsome desiner and a really genuinly nice guy, it was awsome to have him around cause it felt like webfirm was geting back to the oldschool way of working. I was a little upset that my role was taken away from me… but hey thats life, and it means i have something to strive for another day. theeen all this other shit happened (lol again wont go into details) and now the designers schedule is all out of whack.. too much work to do, not enough time. But the way management is handling this problem is all wrong and so very frustrating. My bud actually put it best when he said “rememner that simpsons ep where homer goes to work for hank scorpio… he has these workers and asks them if they were working hard, they said they were and then he goes ‘do u think u could work faster’ and they go into a frenzy of typing” yeah thats what its like for us now we are all pretty burnt out. stressed out and generally just tired of giving and giving and then geting told to give some more. also we are all working unpaid overtime, geting in at 7 when we start at 8 and leaving at 6/7 when we finish at 5. The other day i finished my daily schedule… it was 4:00pm and i thought “hey i got in at 7… im gona go home an hour early since i came in an hour early and make a nice dinner for me and jem” but one of the bosses caught me on the way out and said “where are you going” i said home he said we dont finish for another hour, i said “i started at 7 and the other day i didnt leave work till 8:00.” he said “yeah that was then.. this is now.” i was SO unbelievably pissed off. i told him id do some more work at home… and left, squeeking my Ninjas wheels on the road as i left. then i spent the rest of the night crying and being generally just flippin mad at the world.
Good times.
We actually no it was gay times.
Its lame cause u cant get a job anywhere at the moment.. so its not like i can leave. and even if i could, i dont think i would cause i got some amazing mates there and i couldnt work without them.
Its just a shit situation. i hope it calms down soon.

Also im stating this huge life change with a personal trainer. Remember the original australian Gladiators… well im training with Rebel from that show! pretty freekin badass huh Thanks K.Rudd, without u i wouldnt be able to afford this! ill send u a card once im smokin hot as a thankyou But yeah, starts on monday, i got weighed in today. it wasnt so bad cause like… i know this is going to work and i know im not going to be that size in 6 weeks… so i didnt care. My first week is a detox. OH GOD ITS HORRIBLE! only freekin raw green veggies and eggs… oh and water! im going to kill myself! But on the off chance i DONT kill myself, i really hope next weeks diet is better then the detox, hell anything is gona be better then that. *shudder* Tody is pretty much my last day of this lifestyle, so while i was out i baught my last maccas fries and 3 donuts from donut king. they ruled. ill miss them!
Ill update on how im going as it happens… maybe even share the before and after pics if theres a big difference

Hmm what else?
Neh thats about it for the moment.
Actually i just wana play some TF2

cya chumps!!
<3 sah

Chapter One – some sketches

Just some cleaner sketches from the first chapter in the book.
Also ive been reading a bit more about the remake and im pretty excited for it now. I was a bit hesitant cause of them changing the time frame but i can see why they did it now. As long as they dont lose the magic ill be happy

Im quite the tard!

Sup home didlies! Im sorta bored at home waiting for jemmy to get back.. so i put one of those rad face mask thingies on.. cleansing and all that crap. But as it started setting, it made my lips pucker up together! It was so freekin stupid i had to take some photos! The way it was setting on my skin, i duno how it was doing it, but it was pushing my lips together and i think it made em swell up or something… who knows! Looks cool tho huh!

I GOT NO SCANNA! BOO

ive been doodling a bit for that IT project i was all gay for, and still totally am!
i got no scanner at the moment, so i took some crappy photos on my phone. *sigh*
i was hell sick of seeing those zombie pics to be honast

the last one is a photo of my desktop ISNT HE CUTE BEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

braiiins! guuuuggrrrrr BRAINS!

also kat, i promise BIG update just for …

also kat, i promise BIG update just for you really soon babe!
Youve been so patient! LOVE YOU!!!

Guuuuuuuhhhhhhgggg

testing my makeup skillz i can make bruises awwwsome. but i went a lil overboard and then just put anything on

MY FACE BURNS! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

been working on this blog with chloe rea…

been working on this blog with chloe ready for her 21st birthday
check it out and if u can think of any cool links reply to something and share
http://chloesundeadparty.wordpress.com/

The Comedian – WIP

teehee we collaboratin more as the painting comes to life